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Well Chelsea FC and AC Milan are coming to do battle in Baltimore July 24th. I'm excited to go do that this summer. Plus i've never been to Baltimore considering I never wanted to since they are the former Cleveland Browns. But I can live with this.
I have been depressed like a mother fucker here lately. Every single day is just such a drag. I hate how since I have had to be out of the rowdy bar scene that none of my friends really call me anymore. Kind of just goes to show me that they can be looked at as not true friends.
I've kind of grown distant from a lot of my friends anyway. I'm not like a lot of them in a lot of ways but then again who am I like?
Well I had to get a tidbit of feeling off my chest real quick. Sorry it was half-ass LJ.-Jeremy
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[21 Mar 2009|04:01pm] |
I love UNKLE... AND SPIKE JONZE.
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[20 Mar 2009|10:41pm] |
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All of the people i had on here have most likely quit writing.. I need to find new friends on here haha.
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[19 Mar 2009|01:28am] |
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Well, It's been a good long time since i began writing on here again. I have to admit that it does feel really good. I almost don't even know where to begin. I'd have to say that this mishap I call an OWI has been somewhat of an eye opener even though I feel that three beers and driving never hurt anyone. Especially stone-cold sober. Luckily, my parents and the whole situation hasn't been as bad as it could of been. So i'm grateful. Not having my license has been a bitch though. I have one more month to tough out this shit and then it won't be as bad.
Here in a few weeks, I have to set up my decision to become a Nurse. Pretty exciting shit to me. I'm very fortunate that getting arrested hasn't effected it much. The only thing that really has made worse is my social life. I'm lucky if two of my friends see me once a week. It's really dumb. To fill in my time, i've been downloading so much good music and working out 5 to 6 days a week. But back to Nursing, I'm either going to go to St. Elizabeth or Ivy Tech. I'm leaning towards Ivy tech because its cheaper. At least for this first Fall Semester.
I don't understand what it is about January through April that people we know have to pass away. Three people that I know of decently well have died and it's kind of mind-blowing to me. Kind of freaks me out to be honest. I mean what if next year i'm the next on the list by some freak accident you know? I sure hope not but it's so spontaneous like that. It's just so odd that right before the Spring arrives, I have to deal with that. Every Year.
Another thing that is crazy is this Episode of Growing older. Jesus Christ. You take today and go back 3 years and tell me if you could of guessed how everything was going to play out with the people you know. Getting older is scary. I mean 24 is coming around the bend for me and that's fucking old to me. I'm one year away from Mid-30. What the fuck. Everyone seems to have less time with everyone too. Well it seems that way for my ballpark. I miss being around so many people. I feel like i didn't take the small hangouts more to the fullest i guess.
My dad finally got a job after being without one since October. Never in my life could I of pictured what our 3 piece family has been through these past 6 months. Kind of took a toll on me after awhile as much as they felt. You have no idea how heartbroken I was when i got arrested for a license plate light was out. He tried hard to get out of the car business with a degree from Ball state but it didn't work. He's at York here in Crawfordsville. He feels like he's on vacation because his drive is like 5 minutes away instead of an hour and he doesn't have to work long hours like he used to. I'm proud of him. I have to say for my parents being 50, they don't look a tad like it. I guess how active our family is pays off.
I'm still single as usual. Hard telling when i'll break the barrier of a girlfriend. I don't believe she is around here for me. I have a feeling a lot of girls are too stupid to really see what i am and what i'm going to be. That's okay with me. I was never trying to play a part of being ideal to not be myself. I am who I am and i like it that way. Fuck, it's the way it should be.
I am pretty much won over by a wide mouth of Electronic Music. It's so...fucking awesome. Pretty much the entire label of Warp Records has been up my ass lately. Chris Clark and Flying Lotus is what i've been listening to a lot. I need a vacation though. This routine life I live is really driving me crazy. Another thing that drives me crazy is that I don't have a Digital Camera for some Dumb ass reason. I'm about to fix that because I never have enough pictures. They are always hand-me-downs from other people's cameras.
I've wrote enough tonight. Good Being back though.-Jeremy
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[25 Feb 2007|06:20pm] |
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well its been over like 3 or 4 months since ive felt like i've typed on here.. life is really great though.. things are starting to turn in my favor! its about fuckin time.. my job is going well.. im making more than enough money! The people i have been spending time with have been soo great as well! i mean its lonely through the week but like at the same time im not upset because i get 3 day weekends.. another reason i got on here i dont have Nate Mullendore on Aim or anything and i caught up with him at the bars a couple weekends ago and hes a really cool guy so if you see this nate hit me up on aim dude!
Music is been pretty cool lately too.. today i got really into the album put out last year from the Stills called Logic Will Break Your Heart.. its really kickass for the new wave rock out right now.. im looking forward to bonnaroo with the coolest crowd ever! getting to spend time with jared, The Love of My Life Miss Gobel!, and kiley lately has been great! i donno what made me not come around then more!
last night i played Jenga over at Jared and Kiley's place and it was soo fun haha i couldnt believe it! i didnt drink or do anything wild last night except hung out and took it easy! i picked up trella later on that night because she wanted to leave and shes been drinking so like we hung out for a few hours and caught up with each other! it was really cool!
so i have a big crush on somebody but i dont know how to go about it.. im just going to let it fall into place for whatever its supposed to be.. but the more i doubt it.. the more i begin to quit doubting it! well take care everyone!
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[30 Aug 2006|11:29am] |
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if you enjoy smooth classic Jazz Quartet music this cd will kick your ass! its my favorite cd of this year check it out!
im finally about ready to move up with my friends up here.. i cant wait.. ive been being such a loser once i get out of work.i get to go over to simmons' house like once a week and then on sundays i dont work but saturday night is basically my only night to go out.. im keeping the same schedule when i go up there but it will be a ton different when i get up there.. but for the most part ive been spending a lil more time with my parents.. its been a lil bit different lately and i donno i just felt like i wasnt being apart of them much and i changed that..
i've been missing priebe a lot lately.. the other day i was beating up on my dog and playing with it and she started going nuts on me and i got all wound up and made this exact noise clay makes and it made me laugh but sad at the same time too..i still feel like a lot is missing since hes not around for me..
theres so many hot chicks in lafayette it makes me sick.. i cant wait to go up there and meet new people and whatnot its going to be amazing.. ive been going to walmart in town and it pisses me off that everything you need is there.. everytime i go in there i think of something random and go find it and sure enough theres like 50 of them haha.. but you cant believe how dead this town really became.. tis true that we were the backbone of the fun around here thats for sure but i cant wait to call my house home up there..
we got this fuckin cat up there that is a spazz that tyler got for free haha its ridiculous.. his name is eddie.. and i kick its ass everyday i see it.. the first week he shit in my soon to be closet i was pissed.. im going to make him disapear if he does any of that crap again haha..
well im going to go back to doing nothing today and thats totally alrigh with me 100 percent!
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i can finally say to myself im closer to my family..friends..life itself and know who i am completely and whatever happens at this point doesnt matter..its just supposed to be that way
notice my icon? im pretty sure takk will be on both of my sides of my body soon
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[26 Jul 2006|04:30pm] |
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well its been months since ive wrote on this thing.. but i almost felt death grab me by the horns.. even when your doin nothing wrong.. this past weekend i almost drowned because i got stuck in the undertow and with the high waves going on in lake michigan not even being at the beach for 3 hours.. the werid thing was.. that before i left i went to priebe's site and told em to watch over me because i would do the same for him.. then 2 days later im out playing in the waves and got stuck.. i swear i only had like 2 mins left before i drowned and frank was a good 25 yards from me then next thing i know he had ahold of me and dragged me to shore and im cackin up water.. if it wasnt for frank i wouldnt of been here right now.. thanks buddy! but at least i know i can still get a lil help from my friends.. thats all for now Ryan Adams at the Vogue on Thursday Thank God For Being 21
i have too much on my mind.. its been hanging out up there for about 3 weeks now.. being on your own without a girlfriend and being an only child isnt all what its cracked up to be..
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im uttterly sick of being alone.. soo much and i cant get you off my mind every single day..
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this album has been in my cd player for 72 hours and cramsey and i are going may 13th you should too im getting butt ass early to get our tickets tomorrow morning at 10 am for the chicago date im fuckin pumped
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you go from meeting at milligan park at sarah green's party to seeing you die before you were supposed to.. even though everyone can read this if they like..i looked up to Clay more than anyone would know.. clay priebe was every bit of a person i wish i could be but im not.. when he would call me to come hang out i wouldnt let two seconds go by i would be there in a heartbeat.. when he and i would just chill on his porch and watch time pass us by i never felt more alive to be myself.. he went through the same heartache at the same time i did.. his favorite team was more than irish it was the Georgia Bulldogs and i used to steal his Georgia hat all the time and wear it even when i hated that team.. i dont know how many times him and i hung out with girls.. Tony Hoffa Clay and I used to drive around in my car bumping my system just because we were cool like that.. last night on my way home.. i busted out Lil Troy's Wanna Be A Baller just because it was never right to play that song without him noddin his head..
what makes me sad is that my lack of pictures with people i only know of one picture with him that i have.. and everyone has millions.. but i have plenty of memories that i wouldnt give back for the world.. it makes me sick that we traded homecoming shirts and ive had it for two years just monday i took a shower and went to put it on.. and the letters G-Baby straight fell off.. right into my hands.. i still dont know what to say about it..
He's going to be standing in that room.. watching all of us today see him.. its the most nervous ive ever felt.. i havent cried yet about it because im still in shock its the first time ive felt a death.. that meant a lot.. so i dont know how to handle it yet..
i know everyone knows him in their own way.. but ill never forget how i know you clay.. i'll see you again.. when i die when my time comes.. until then im going to live life just a lil more for you everyday.. take care
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before i went off to college i went over to priebe's house and we were all kicking it over there and i was telling people bye and everyone left.. after everyone went home because they had school in the morning it was just Clay and I and i probably stayed out there another two hours just talking to him about things.. and ill never forget that he told me that even though im 3 hours away we would still be great friends and he would come visit.. Neither one of those promises were broken.. he came down to hang out with Greg and Sean.. and We Will Remain ALWAYS the friends that we are..
Just about a week and a half ago.. i went over to his house to hang out with him since i came back to cville and we were going to start playing Ball over the summer since he loves to play too..
I'm Not Sure I Can Look at this town right again.. i cried passing his house today seeing his Civic sitting there in his parents drive way.. him and i always talked about how we were Civic Nation..
Today im wearin the Cut Off G-Baby Shirt he left at my house and i left mine at his house we never traded back haha..
Clay.. im not sure if i can look Forward to your Funeral.. You Meant a lot to me as the rest of Bubs because your always going to be one of us and I love you with all my heart..
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Enough Said
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| This Is About As Real Jeremy Rhodes Can Get.. |
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Chris Rusk and ME!
hey hows it going everyone.. i cant complain about things these days.. sorry journal i have failed to tell you about things.. but lately life has been really cool.. i feel better about myself everyday knowing im going to be alright.. ive been so busy with my usual life and what is supposed to go on in it.. but its been a good time.. unfortunately im still single a lil bit haha but ive been making up for my losses at that point..
ive been doin tons of laughing.. like i moved back to cville last monday.. i was trying to stay low key and do my own thing.. its because im moving back to purdue in June so i was going to take these two months.. really get my things in order and then be prepared with this summer.. but i went out running last wednesday and everyone saw me and figured out i was home so now i go out every night haha..
i feel really great though i work out 4 days a week and i tan it up so i dont feel so dirty everyday i guess you can say and i started to do a more strict diet for myself just because i decided i wanted to take care of myself a lot more.. i feel healthier everyday and more alert.. even if im not doin anything..
Alright so back to my life.. this weekend was really funny that picture was done by Laura Hilton last night at Grundys.. it was a funny night but it made me happy because i was with the people i love to be around with.. i mean you could of added a few more people and it would of been more fun but i had a lot of good times last night.. it made me think about when i move in with cramsey and sean in june how fun its going to be all summer til we start school haha.. so ill let everyone know all summer when we are doin things.. so no one has to party in cville..
Alright so listen to this funny shit.. i was over at Jordan Wrights..Friday night and some girls show up one of them being Kali Jones.. and she was so wasted over there and blurts out I NEED TO CALL MY BOYFRIEND and she picks up this Flashlight (sort of in shape of a phone) and tries to talk on the phone on it and i thought i was going to get sick from laughing about that! it was the funniest thing i saw all weekend..
Today i was extremely lazy like i was kind of bummed my Sunday came and gone like it did.. but oh well its not like theres an action packed day like Sunday that you feel like doin a backflip once it comes.. haha it just makes me so lazy when it comes..
Im so Pumped that Florida is back in the championship.. i havent seen them get there since i was in 8th grade.. i went to go see them practice on Friday..Sadly it wasnt a real practice just one of those hey come see us warm up for an hour deal haha..After Florida, I watched UCLA practice and their cheerleaders were right in front of me and this dude from work we call "D" we were talking to them and stuff..i hate to see girls that hot.. its almost a waste haha..
well thats about enough info for the likes of all fo you! take care
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